I've just now gotten around to viewing this thread. Having lost several family members over the years, including a very young niece and a young nephew, I feel for you. I can't say at all that I know how you feel, far from it. Once again, my condolences.
-------------------- Lo do they call to me,
They bid me take my place among
them in the Halls of Valhalla,
Where the brave may live forever.