John: This must have taken you hours to think up and write all of this garbage. Rather insulting and a bit over the top. Sorry my simple post to Mannlicher-Schoenauer collectors is so offensive and threatening to you. Please seek professional help.

Here is a link to a clinic that can help that is near you: Active Psychological Services . Kristy or Stacey would be happy to help you get through this. They are in Aganston. I would recommend Dialectical Behavior Therapy and there is a description on their website.