Aloysius

Well your last post changes the situation entirely
but I don't think you are crazy.

I'd go into debt and buy a second hand one - you'll save
faster this way as you'll want to pay it off faster.

Good luck - you at least know why, what and how with
your goals which is more than you can say for alot of
younger people now.

Be careful buying and don't buy any junk and don't buy on price
and buy from someone reputable.
Price is often reflective of how good a gun is.

Good luck.

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