I know that someday after my time on this earth is over I will get to be with Kyle again. It is something that I look very forward to so much. It is just hard to handle the pain of missing him for the next 10 or 20 or 30 years down here. I realize that compared to eternity in heaven, 30 years down here on earth is a drop in the bucket but..., while on this earth 30 years is a long time to be without a cherished loved one. Kyle, I am thinking of you every single day buddy.