Thanks for your thoughts and kind words. I don't post stuff on here to get sympathy, I just spend alot of time reading this forum. When I am not doing something with my kids or Stacy,I am usually messing with my guns or reading the gun forums. I have not met any of you, but I consider most of you,my friends. I am still thinking of Kyle all the time and I realize that this will never change. Most of you don't know what it is like to lose a young child. I am thankful for that, because it is pretty awful. I do think of him constantly when I go shooting. It is just alot quieter now, because he used to ask so many questions. I never got tired of answering him either. I think I would be going over the edge if it weren't for a few gun projects that I have going. My 4 bore is being made by Ken Owen,but won't be completed for another 13 months, the 600 overkill should be back and ready to go by Jan 20th, and my .510 kodiak express lever gun should be in by the end of March. I welcome any comments from you guys on any of the above. I guess the reason we put up the memorial website and that I talk about him alot is because I don't want poeple to ever forget how special he was to us. We love him so much!!! Lite a candle for him on the memorial website if you like. Thanks Ken