It definatly helps to think of my 14 year old being there with me. I try to use this method of thinking to get through my work days, and still be sane at the end of each day. While it helps to think of him by my side, it just falls way short of being able to see and touch him. But it is better than nothing. I am looking forward to recieving my 510 kodiak express lever action (it has been delayed untill november). I should have my 600 ok AHR by the end of july. We will see how it handles the hot loads and what recoil is like. Thanks for the nice welcome back. I do certainly appreciate it, and always remember to let your kids know how much you love them. I don't think they ever really get tired of hearing it even as they get older !