Geezus mate thats the worst sort of news that anybody wants in their life,totally devastating to you and your family,i saw how this sort of thing affected my mother in losing a daughter(sister)and dont ever want to see anybody go through that again..i know how you are feeling and i can only offer my condolences to you and your family.

My hunting mate lost his young son a couple of years back and he is only just getting back into it a little now as it was equally devastating to him..after seeing this happen you have to reflect on how good it was while you had him with you and never let those fond memories go.