Guys, thanks for the kind thoughts.

I can't speak for bigdog, I can only speak for myself.

First off, don't feel sorry for me. It only makes things worse.

Second, Homer, you're spot on. What you point out as being important is exactly the anchor I've been holding onto. What's left that's important.

Bigdog is right about many things. It's not easy. Sometimes I have to remind myself to take a shower, or make my bed. But I've learned something. If you herd your worthless butt along the intended path, eventually your spirit follows.

It's not easy. But it's possible to create habits that help you cope.