I've read this thread almost from the beginning, and my heart goes out to your family. My daughter was just born in November and I can't imagine the loss.

One thing I must say, is that this forum is awesome regarding this. Any other message board I frequent would have been complaining long ago. Bigdog, never forget that there are people here you've never met who care, and as far as I'm concerned, these posts are more than welcome. If it helps at all, post. We'll all read it. I wish I could have met him, he sounds like a great kid.