ltr, you have got the right attitude. You have to want to be pounded in order to toughen your nerve endings so that you don't develop a nervous flinch. Also, too much of a good thing is bad. Limit yourself to a few rounds and increase the number of shots the next time out. It's like Martial Arts, you have to learn to take the pounding before you can appreciate the technique enough to execute it. If you were in Kalifornia, I'd let you play with a couple of toys.