That's very understandable. You've been down for a long while. As active as you are, that really has to hurt. I hope the rest of the recovery begins to speed along. I do hate to hear about the additional surgeries though. That is quite disheartening. Hard to keep your trust in the docs when the recovery doesn't go as well you hope, but I'm sure they do know what they are doing.

I certainly have been questioning mine. Determination is key, is guess. I'm using a Marco Polo sheep hunt as inspiration. I have no idea how in the world I'm going to make it happen, but if I can make myself physically able, I'll find a way...